The day it ended

, was also the day something else began and that is the only consolation, I was never sure what day that was, because I saw myself changing in relationship to the project on a lot of different days on different levels. I know that I want it to end without anger and with support for each other and that is all that matters really. There must be peace and finding it sooner rather than later is so important.
I will have to reach out and reach deep to make this the understood direction but I have been unhappy with the work lately and this is no way to work.
How the words come is so special a process I miss the simplicity of a conversation that is clear and easy for all involved, like lets make some music together, because it sounds good and makes us feel good, and then at the moment that one must find new things to say it is so much more than simple.